When is the last time you really challenged yourself?
I mean a big risk. Something you didn't know you could do. High risk of failure. Butterflies-in-your-stomach kind of challenge?
"Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go." - T.S. Eliot
This is one of my favorite quotes and I think about this quite a bit. But how often do we really "risk going too far?"
Probably not enough.
One of my biggest fears is becoming complacent when it comes to personal and professional risks. Last year, as part of a goal setting exercise, I decided to seek our more risks. Find things that scare me and jump in head first. I'm in my 30's. If I don't do this now, when will I do this?
When Peter Chee, founder of ThinkSpace, challenged me and others in the tech community to a run the Seattle Half Marathon (here's his post on how it happened), I couldn't pass it up. I've always wanted to run it but never sure that I actually would (or could).
I'm not a runner. I'm a beach volleyball player. I like short distances and jumping. I get bored running more than a mile. In fact, the farthest I've ever run (recently, through training) is just half what I'll need to run tomorrow. The thought of running 13.1 miles sounds daunting.
Why am I saying all of this? The point is I might fail. And I love this feeling.
I haven't been nervous in a long time but today, checking in for tomorrow's race, I was surprisingly nervous. As I think more about this, I realize the importance of two things: overcoming at least one big challenge at least once a year, and having friends to encourage that risk taking. (Thank you, Peter.)
A big challenge? For me, right now, this is it.












